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Syida Starr, 221289twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures
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Monday, June 30, 2008
how ehk?? heyy.... it has been quite a month.. attachment at subaru is definitely an experience.. now that i have to be back to school by next week and resume my school life i m really gonna miss motorimage mann!!... long journeys in bus when going home can be quite devastating at times... some how, some way, my thoughts will drift off and i will start thinking about stuff that can be quite depressing... i cant really say what stff but if only i have one person that i can trust... a person whom i can share stuffs about... and wont spill it to any one.... i will be quite contented.... if only... coz now, i dont really trust anyone.. not even my own family... not even myself... hmmpp.... how ehh?? i keep wondering about my future.... worrying more than wondering actually.... ------------------------------------------------------------------- back to my fucked life..... now attachment im doing theory... fucking boriingg.... i prefer workshop honestly.. coz i dont seem to be learning anything in class... some parts is ok.. but when the boys starts clowning around, interuppting mr tan lesson i lose focus n concentration.. which is 90% of the time.. but i cant expect much tho.. coz that is their learning style.. mine is at ite... with my classmates n teachers.. n did i tell u my latest gpa???? 3.488... fucking pathetic i noe!!! from 4 down 3.52 down 3.488 darnzz!! i hope with this attachment experince i will be able to pull up my grades by end of the year... and get a decent NITEC Automotive Technology (Light Vehicle) syidazz a listening ear and a caring heart is what i need most Labels: zhuan shu tian shi Sunday, June 29, 2008
SHIT HEADS i fucking hate it when people interfere with my life.. cross my path but never interupt my fucking life.. i dont give a damn who the fuck u are.. u have pushed your way on me too far.. i say fuck you.. fucking shit holes... i do what the fuck i want! i dont break the law u shud be thankful... fuck shit!! juz had to spoil my mood... since u dont give me any choice.. so i wont give u any... fuck/// syidazz NEWSFLASH:: I DONT LIVE TO PLEASE YOU Labels: FUCK YOU Sunday, June 22, 2008
WIERD OR NATURAL SOMETHINGS SEEMS SO WIERD BUT AT THE SAME TIME FEELS SO NATURAL.. IM NOT SURE.... WHEN I WATCH QUEER AS FOLK... I FEEL SOME SENSE OF WARMTH WHEN I SEE HOW BRIAN HUGS JUSTIN, HOW DEBBIE TAKES CARE OF EVERY ONE, WHEN MEL KISSES LINDS N GUS AFTER A TIRING DAY AT WORK.... SOMEHOW IT SEEMS RIGHT... BUT WHEN I WATCH TV AND SEE SOME GUY N GIRL ACT IN A KISSING SCENE OR A ROMANTIC SCENE I FEEL SOMEHOW WIERD AND WILL TURN AWAY OR CHANGE THE CHANNEL... UP TO THE POINT WHERE I WILL TRY TO AVOID TV ALL TOGETHER.. JUST TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM SEEING ALL THE FREAKS... AS YOU KNOW, MEDIA DEVELOPMENT AUTHORITY (MDA) DOESNT ALLOW ANY SHOWCASE OF SHOWS THAT PORTRAYS, PROMOTES AND/OR GLAMOURIZES THE GAY LIFESTYLE... I DONT SEE ANY POINT OF THE REGULATION... SO I WILL WATCH TV FOR NEWS, CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOCLATE FACTORY, CARTOON, INSIDE GRAND PRIX, JAPAN HOUR... THOSE STUFF... AND I ALSO WATCH PUSHING DAISES... ALL IM SURE IS I AM WHO I AM, I LIKE WHO I LIKE, I DO WHAT I LIKE... THATS ME... SYIDAZZ TUMMY-ACHING PEACE-LOVING\ HATE-HATING Labels: RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR BRIAN N JUSTIN WEDDING DAY Wednesday, June 18, 2008
e is for idiots like you no matter how hard you try to piss me off.. you are just another pussy pissing on ur self.... experience have thought me to ignore the bullshits u bull cause you're so full of shit too... while you are still down there climbing your way up, i am looking down at you from above... so laugh at me while you still can, cause the next time you see me, you will hate me for what i have become... this is not me pissing at you, but a statement to you who can never look at me in the eyes without gritting your teeth with envy... i choose not to laugh at fools like you... my focus is set on success... not degrading the fool you make out of yourself... so this is my last statement for you to laugh at... pussies... syidazz success is my only muther-fuckin option, failures yours p.s im not surprise if u cant read this.... Labels: e is for idiots like you Sunday, June 15, 2008
ok!! im gonna brag abt my attachment at Subaru MotorImage!!! LOL!! (even tho some ppl thinks it no big deal) it was AWESOMEE!!!! i learnt ALOT of new stuff... i mean like dealing with real customer cars and doing a very good job.. the teachnician there is very helpful.. they are willing to teach me!! and i realise that what u see in text book are not always applied... it all depends on the situation of the problems... then hanging out with firdaus, aravin, dave is cool.. i mean like lunch, tea break... is really fun.. coz we will be like standing the whole time.. AND GUESS WHAT!!!!???? I LEARNED HOW TO REPLACE THE SPARK PLUG OF A SUBARU BOXER ENGINE!!! IS THAT COOL OR WHAT????~~ lol ok..so anione of you who want to get an attachment at a company u want, the key is to hunt ur teacher one month before ur exam or term holidays, whichever is earlier... i told mr chew, mr lim, mr lam!! and prove to them that u r worthy of their recommendation to the company.. coz if u dont show any effort, u will prolly have 0% chance coz they want to send dedicated and disciplined students over... and i hope this 3weeks of attachment will fuel my interest for the next 6month of school.. the last 6 month... thats all i hope for now.... and ive watched Kung Fu Panda!! cute sak Po!!! haha... syidazz tomoro work seyy... Viva la Vida - Coldplay btw, yesterday i went to Zoo for world blood donors day!! Check out my Multiply!!! Labels: Subaru atttachment Monday, June 9, 2008
tired i wanted to blog about my first day of attachment at subaru.. but im too tired now.. so i will find the time some time to put my "experience beyond words" to words... LOL!!! Labels: tired.... Saturday, June 7, 2008
Cutes David Cook is cute So is Miley Cyrus And Jonas Brothers kak siti is here... talk2.... i am downloading songs.... pictures... themes... syidazz bored Labels: CuteStuff..?? Nah.. Jus cuties Thursday, June 5, 2008
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Miley Cyrus aka Hannah Montana i like her song see you again... very cute.. like her!! lol!!
love her loadzz.!! Labels: miley cyrus cute Tuesday, June 3, 2008
today is the last day for my 1st semester examination...!!! means now i can concentrate more on my japanese... i also got an attachment to subaru motorimage at toa payoh!!!!!!!!! firdaus too!! isit cool or kewl.... hhaahahah thanks to mr lim g.h , my chew e.s n mr lim y.m..... this coming thursday mr lim g.h will take me, firdaus and two other boys from class c to go down to motorimgae for some interview or briefing.. im not sure... hmmm.... im so excited for this experience!!! but at the same time i am also scared if i wont be able to complete task given to me... hmm..... coz at school, the stuff we use to practice with are either incomplete, some parts missing or not working... except of course, for the injectors... hahah... i head home straight from school after the exam.... somehow i feel soooo tired.. i wanted to go to japan embassy to submit my papers, but i didnt.. so i have to go tomoro... morning!!! i reach home, listen music, scribble some japanese characters, and went tinto a deep sleep n tiresome dream... then shaqir called n ask a million dollar question... 'syida, besok tk ya g skola kn.??'\ so i was like uhh.. yea... my head fucking heavy.. n he said something like good luck on my attachment... aww.. sweet.. coz he is the 1st person to wish me... (even mom have not) then i went in to a deep-dreamless sleep till abt 6plusss.... darn.. anyway.. mom called me a 'good girl' on sunday morning n i feel happy.. coz i wash the dishes!!!! LOL!! then the following monday n tuesday, i did the laundry, clean my room, and..... thats all.. hahaha.... WTF!!!! haha k lah.. nk bla skrg... syidazz feeling the high's n low's of life... the legend!!!!!! bae yong jun in "the legend" is hott!!!  Sunday, June 1, 2008
mosh I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America And to the Republic for which it stands One nation under God Indivisible with liberty and justice for all... It feels so good to be back.. I scrutinize every word, memorize every line I spit it once, refuel, re-energize and rewind I give sight to the blind, my insight through the mind I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask A father who has grown up with a fatherless past Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft Slash entrepreneur who has helped launch a few more rap acts Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half Of his career typical manure moving past that Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class act Rubber band man, yea he just snaps back [Chorus:] Come along follow me as I lead through the darkness As I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed Carry on, give me hope, give me strength Come with me and I won't steer you wrong Put your faith and your trust as I guide us through the fog To the light at the end of the tunnel We gonna fight, we gonna charge, we gonna stomp, we gonna march Through the swamp, we gonna mosh through the marsh Take us right through the doors (c'mon) All the people up top on the side and the middle Come together lets all bomb and swamp just a little Just let it gradually build from the front to the back All you can see is a sea of people some white and some black Don't matter what color, all that matters we gathered together To celebrate for the same cause don't matter the weather If it rains let it rain, yea the wetter the better They ain't gonna stop us they can't, we stronger now more than ever They tell us no we say yea, they tell us stop we say go Rebel with a rebel yell, raise hell we gonna let em know Stomp, push, shove, mush, Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home (c'mon) [Chorus] Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us Mosh pits outside the oval office Someone's tryina tell us something, Maybe this is God just sayin' we're responsible For this monster, this coward, That we have empowered This is Bin Laden, look at his head noddin' How could we allow something like this without pumping our fists Now this is our final hour Let me be the voice in your strength and your choice Let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise Try to amplify the times it, and multiply by six... Teen million people, Are equal at this high pitch Maybe we can reach alqueda through my speech Let the president answer a higher anarchy Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war Let him impress daddy that way No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil No more psychological warfare, to trick us to thinking that we ain't loyal If we don't serve our own country, we're patronizing a hero Look in his eyes it's all lies The stars and stripes, they've been swiped, washed out and wiped And replaced with his own face, Mosh now or die If I get sniped tonight you know why, Cause I told you to fight. [Chorus] And as we proceed, To Mosh through this desert storm, In these closing statements, if they should argue Let us beg to differ As we set aside our differences And assemble our own army To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction That we call our President, for the present And Mosh for the future of our next generation To speak and be heard Mr. President, Mr. Senator Do you guy's hear us...hear us...[laughing] (Hailie) Labels: eminem mosh |
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