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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
updates, complains, and all thing not important... hello dusty blogg... =] 2am and im still awake writing my blog... so lets start with work ok... work is fucking mundane, colleagues are fine... and my current motivation for work is Mr EyeCandy... =) and then now i will complain about bf... its about time... hahaha... nothing major, just tat he has been so busy with his work, the last time we went out together on an actual date was more than 2 fucking month ago... damn!! i dont deserve that shit ok... and communication is, well, hard... its the language barrier... i express myself better in writing, in english... and to tell him how i feel, what im thinking, to just share my day with him is just not as easy... we used to share everyday, everything... so there was not much to say... now its like, not same... it used to be nice and beautiful, maybe coz its the stage, i dunno... after almost 10months together, and less time spent with each other, less contact, the effect is felt... the best song to describe what i feel is Alive - Black Eyed Peas... I just dun feel loved like i used to... so many words i want to say, and not to mention ow much i miss him... and it doesnt help when he is just ignorant about it... hmm... and i am a girl... and thanks to Douglas for listening to me... his advice was diamond... but once i get my messed-up barins sorted, i will deal with it face on... so please someone helpp... i just dunno what to expect... what to think... so i'll just leave it hanging at taht for the moment... I just fear the day when my heart stops and he does nothing to stop me... coz i dont want to... :s end of complain... now my babies... growing up very fast... nissa is counting, ilhan is ever so adorable and lil edryan is getting naughtier... hahaha... i miss them a huge bunch... and one more bundle of joy on the way... wheee...... tomorrow off, and i want to shopping!!! ages since i last shoping u noe... hehe... and good night lovers... syidazz confused Labels: sad |
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