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Syida Starr, 221289twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
One more month... I will be graduating from school in one month... FINAL Exams are on 1st week of december, and we still havent start revision in school because we have yet to finish our lessons...
honestly, i am quite upset with the current situation in class, irritated too...
I admit that i am definitely NOT a model student, but i do all my stuff and take my notes seriously, and the boys in class are too 'ignorant' for the coming exams... they express their desires to go to polytechnics, advance to higher nitec, but their actions is so upsetting... like they come in class 30mins late, and shout their heads off when the clock is barely 2.30pm when class is suppose to end at 3pm. talk in class, and even louder, when our advisor turn up his volume to make himself heard... and some hurl verbal abuses at our class advisor when they are told to keep quiet for talking too loud and interrupting the lessons..!! and they talk ALOT!!!!
i jus wonder where are all the basic courtesy they are taught when they are young...
and for now, we are majorly behind lessons and exams dates are fast catching up...
syidazz seriously worried disturbia - rihanna Monday, October 20, 2008
it doesnt matter animore... hello everyone... ive got great news.... its been sometime sincei last blogged my hearts out.... (atleast i feel that way) so here i go.... im not sure whether i blogged abt the interview with borneo motor that my lecturer arranged for me, but aniway, something jus dont turn out as expected ya' noe... i got KIV-ed even before the interview...!!! what could be BETTER than that???? and their WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER IN THE FIRST PLACE??? AND YES, i am freakin desprate to get this job that i had sleep-less nights just thinking what they might ask me at the non-upcoming interview, what if i dont go through the interview smoothly??? uhh... its ok syida... you wont have to sit for it.... so now im taking it slow and relax.... of course im gonna put in 150% effort in my FINAL exams... but to even think of working at these shitholes? nah... its ok, i wont put my hope so so FUCK YOU, FUCK EVERYONE FOR NOT BELIEVING ENOUGH THAT I DO WANT TO MAKE IT!!!!! syidazz hating... Labels: no it doesnt... Friday, October 10, 2008
Irritating People I dunno why ppl do this, but they will take the trouble to vivit a certain site or blog jus to diss on a person they supposedly hate and leave their shit lying around.... it really irritates me!!!
I passed my Final Theory Test, but my practical sucks.... *turn like this, not like this*hold like this, not like this*blah blah blah* i like practical... but the instructor kinda pissed me oof after 30mins...
aniway....
syidazz life still sucks the crap outta me Saturday, October 4, 2008
work work work???? hey... im at home.... woot!!!! hahha... all the others are out visiting relatives house.... i didnt follow coz im working today!!!! hahah!!!! gerekk perr!!! and of course mommy was steaming in the head when she asked my to siap, and i say "no" hahaha!!! i dont know if she understands that i dont work for money.... i work for satisfaction and then money comes along.... if i were to work for money alone, my freakking life would be fucking miserable!!! so watever... also im working coz i wanna escape from going to these relatives house that i dont know and possibly dont want to know.... i work at 5.30pm... so from now till then i have all the time, house and me to myself.... *too bad no beer* so im free!!!!!!! syidazz freiheit89 Labels: im good Thursday, October 2, 2008
Came and Gone In the middle of the night He appeared Caught my heart In the middle of the morning He is gone Not from me, but from the world In the middle of the day I missed him Relising there's no more Now in the middle of my birth and death I will think of him Opening a wound still bleeding -------------------------------------------------------------- That was for a guy that jumped in my dreams. As silly as it sounds I felt his presence I saw how heartlessly he was killed Though he was just a dream A murder took place in my head on my bed As hard as i try to forget him His death scene keep replaying in my mind Lets hope its just another dream Another nightmare On a fateful night syidazz distraught Labels: murder scene |
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even though i, myself is not and example of moral behaviour especially, at the very least i do know how to show respect to my advisor teaching at front of the classroom...
