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Syida Starr, 221289twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
not in my best mood.. its getting hard to think that in this house right now, i get scolded for everything that happens... 1. fugly bitch fiqa came home late EVERYDAY and i get scolded for not helping take her in hand -excuse me!!! what hapen when i tried to tell her off (in a loud voice) when she was being rude at mommy?? Ans: i got scolded coz i was shouting. so i shut the fuck up! 2. abg2 left for work w/o switching off their main switch -owh... i dont noe how this is realted to me.. but yeah!! i was fucked right in the face when i tried to offer solution... its ok... its fucking normal!!! 3. the electric bills went up - ok! i was partly to blamed for hogging on the laptop for hours... but was i the ONLY one!!! FUCK NO!! but why was the bill thrown in my face only?? owh it was bcoz i was the only idiot who will smile in that kinda fucking situation... and to wani!! i didnt put a disclaimer on my forehead.... i will NEVER stand up for the fucking bitch.. she can rot in the fucking home for all i care... why would i tell mom not to proceed with the idea when it will mean more space for me at home. AND LESS PEOPLE STEALING MY STUFF!! and dont think that you standing up for that bitch will make it any better... no one can help her if she chooses to be a dumb fucking shit! and i agree with asyraf... younger sister are nothing but potential trouble... i shuddaf killed her while in chai chee back then!! and after 2 weeks asking back for MY stuff, i have yet to get it back!! feels like im begging for my own stuff.... i mean, whats the use of having some spare accesories for myself which i bought with my own pocket money and not able to use it when i need it!! fuck all the lame excuses lar.. dont make it myfucking problem!! USE MY STUFF, YOU GIVE IT BACK! LOSE IT, YOU FOR PAY IT!! i am not selfish, but experience thought me that much!! so dont even think of using my stuff if you are not at all responsible to take good care of it!!! there is so much that i can take in this life time... so dont push me to far over the edge or i will have no choice but to retaliate and kill u right there and then... syidazz fuck the haters piss on the losers i shud have been gone long ago... but im still here... why? bcoz the responsibility is weighing me down... now all u have to do is force me to cut the ties and dissapear... Labels: fucking losers short update wait 4 wani help me change skin, she go blog on my site!! angry u noe!! hehe... but nvr mind. i do myself aredy.. i tink veri nice.. i dont want to noe wat u tink.. now i very sleeepy.. and sad... only those who really noe me noe why im sad... hmm... want to die... -_-" syidazz sleepy!! Labels: who knew? Sunday, August 17, 2008
rejected i never get tha scholarship liaozz!! sad... but its ok i gues... it just shows that im not ready to go over and study there... so now i will be focusing on my so-called 'plan B' hahha!!! i will prepare my self for CNG and turn my attention to math now... i can now do some simple factorization... cooll... hahha!!! but hey!! its an achievement 4 my oryte... and allso physics!! so as not to repeat my mistake as i did in my qualifying papers, i will do my absolute bestest on my math n physics... at least i will still be in singapore ritee?? haha... but i still wanna go japan... so my trip to japan will be postpone to a few years up ahead... i will go there and study japanese language n culture... the japanese dance is so beautiful!!!! i got so much i wanna do now... but the hurdles i have to get past seems quite overwhelming... but i know that once i get over them, the feeling of success and achievement, its all worth the pain... Ya ALLAH, please guide me through this journey with peace of mind and help me back on track if i ever slip... syidazz >.< Labels: there are some things in life which are nevermeant to be mine... Tuesday, August 5, 2008
crazy-panik-attack The day after tomarrow i will be facing something really big... well, at least to me.... i will be sitting for my English, Japanese, and Math paper at Japan Embassy which will determine whether or not i will fly to Japan next year and study Automotive Technology Japanese style... LOL!!! As much as i want this scholarship, i feel as though i am being selfish. That IF i get this i will be off leaving my mom to look after fiqa n daneal all by herself and she will have to work for 3 years more while waiting for me to come back home... but this is all i wanted!! at second thought, i dont think i can top the other applicant from top notch school. so it may be a good experience for me to test myself and push my limits... and sit in one room with these ppl who will be taking the same papers as me... LOL.. LAME... Hahaha... so wish me all the best luck in this universe man!!! hahahhah..... syidazz crazy-panick-attack Labels: sweet nibblets Friday, August 1, 2008
Its HOT im eating the ambal with nuts n ikan bilis..(HOTT!!) and watchig some movies on Youtube... Cool... syidazz stuffed Labels: SpiCyy... |
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