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Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, February 15, 2009 nowhere Im no devil, but that doesnt mean im an angel it has been 3weeks, every sunday morning mom will drag us to Masjid Darul Aman at Eunos.... Sit there for 2hrs pluss listening to the Ustaz talking..... I noe she has good intentions and all... but if it come a point where it gets each and every one of us angry at each other by forcing ourself on each other, i rather sit at home.... u get what i mean right?? and last week she says that she isnt gonna force us to go if we didnt want to, and tis morning i got an earful coz i didnt want to wake up.... *Allah please help me....* i really dowan to hurt her feelings by going 'against' her... but doesnt that mean it indirectly makes me, my feelings, a sacrifice... syidazz soooooooo confusedd.... Thursday, February 12, 2009 shittyy.... wani has left this house for good..... but we at home are more worried bout edryan..... i mean if she could just show some patience AND respect for her mother, maybe things wouldnt turn out so horrid... the other day me and fiqa was doing the "4A room for sale" flyers, we talked about the first time we stepped in this house.... it was big and nice..... who got what room and how thing change.... what we will miss if the house is really gone and how are we gonna adapt to a new place... then when we talked bout edryan not being with us, we cried... darnnn.... hehh... but im not so emtional now when i think of edryan... more worried and i miss him loads... and im really happy that we still get to see ilhan and anissa... is not so bad.. syidazz miss my baby.... Wednesday, February 4, 2009 bad news....... i failed my driving test which was on th 3rd of february.... although part of me kinda expected it, i was still dissapointed in myself.... and felt thoroughly bad coz mom spend quite a sum on me.... i held all my anger in the car while on my way home... then i got off at the usual spot, only this time i wasnt driving.... i felt soooo sad.... i crossed the road, got my bike and called mom on my handphone... i told her sorri, i failed... and started crying on the phone in the middle of the pathway.... people looked at me as they pass by.... i ignored them obviously.... then i got home and felt verry tired.... slept for a few minutes... and woke up feeling completely dumb for crying.... i felt better of course... but..... sheesh..... --------------------------------------------------- my family have been really supportive before and after i took the test.... i am going to rest from driving for a while, and will definitely be more prepared for my next TP test.... *praying hard* syidazz s.a.d im ok now Labels: its ok..
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사랑해 한마디를 네가 내게 해주면 난 행복할거야
Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, February 15, 2009 nowhere Im no devil, but that doesnt mean im an angel it has been 3weeks, every sunday morning mom will drag us to Masjid Darul Aman at Eunos.... Sit there for 2hrs pluss listening to the Ustaz talking..... I noe she has good intentions and all... but if it come a point where it gets each and every one of us angry at each other by forcing ourself on each other, i rather sit at home.... u get what i mean right?? and last week she says that she isnt gonna force us to go if we didnt want to, and tis morning i got an earful coz i didnt want to wake up.... *Allah please help me....* i really dowan to hurt her feelings by going 'against' her... but doesnt that mean it indirectly makes me, my feelings, a sacrifice... syidazz soooooooo confusedd.... Thursday, February 12, 2009 shittyy.... wani has left this house for good..... but we at home are more worried bout edryan..... i mean if she could just show some patience AND respect for her mother, maybe things wouldnt turn out so horrid... the other day me and fiqa was doing the "4A room for sale" flyers, we talked about the first time we stepped in this house.... it was big and nice..... who got what room and how thing change.... what we will miss if the house is really gone and how are we gonna adapt to a new place... then when we talked bout edryan not being with us, we cried... darnnn.... hehh... but im not so emtional now when i think of edryan... more worried and i miss him loads... and im really happy that we still get to see ilhan and anissa... is not so bad.. syidazz miss my baby.... Wednesday, February 4, 2009 bad news....... i failed my driving test which was on th 3rd of february.... although part of me kinda expected it, i was still dissapointed in myself.... and felt thoroughly bad coz mom spend quite a sum on me.... i held all my anger in the car while on my way home... then i got off at the usual spot, only this time i wasnt driving.... i felt soooo sad.... i crossed the road, got my bike and called mom on my handphone... i told her sorri, i failed... and started crying on the phone in the middle of the pathway.... people looked at me as they pass by.... i ignored them obviously.... then i got home and felt verry tired.... slept for a few minutes... and woke up feeling completely dumb for crying.... i felt better of course... but..... sheesh..... --------------------------------------------------- my family have been really supportive before and after i took the test.... i am going to rest from driving for a while, and will definitely be more prepared for my next TP test.... *praying hard* syidazz s.a.d im ok now Labels: its ok..
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