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Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, March 26, 2010 thank you Good evening... How are my loved ones doing? I am doing just fine... Heheh... Right until the second this page loads, I had wanted to rant, grumble, blog my fingers off... Then after the page loads, the 'feeling' is gone... Dammit... -_-!! 老公，我好想你。。。 :'( I wonder if he will ever read the above message... Hahaha... Im gonna have a boring weekend... Nothing much to look forward to after Saturday. Will be pigging out I guess... Hehehe... *the scale is tipping honey* Excited for Monday!! Starting work officially at Changi Airport!! No more course to attend, *i tink*, no more assessments *im praying* and best of all..... able to clock OT and keep my mind occupied... ^.^ Thats all love... I miss cats and dogs... I wonder waht that means... =p syida 什么时候我们可以在一起... I miss you so much... Labels: i love you Sunday, March 21, 2010 Change..? No thanks. Ok.. Here it goes... I got no more laptop... :'( I never had one anyway... Hahaha... I've been using hubby's laptop... But now that he has moved away... I can't use his animore... So now, I'm at Tampines Library, waitng for Kak Siti... And miraculously, I still have $4++ in my account, so i get to ramble my time away... I haven't got used to hubby living away... He still calls me after his work, sms when he got the time... We are now gonna work our way together... Really... One thing you need to survive in this world besides "LOVE" is something more practical like "MONEY" Yes... Now that we live apart, I WILL TRY TO CONCENTRATE MORE ON MY WORK... Opps... Accidentally press CAPS LOCK... And I can't be bothered to backspace and make it look right... Haha... Lazy fingers... I was suppose to be like this from the start, but I stalled for time... I hate change... But now, ALOT have to be different... I will have to look for a different place to stay in 1 months time... Maybe I will look around Bedok... Alone or with my family, I'm honestly not sure... Nothing is certain in this life... You can plan all you want, but if HE decides that it should be the other way round, it will still be the other way... Yes you can try and avoid, at the end you will still have to face those bloody change... >.<> syida Its a beautiful morning... No rain, no dark clouds... Let's not spoil it with our tears... Wednesday, March 17, 2010 work work work I PASSED MY ASSESSMENT..!!! wOOO hOOOO....... hahaha... Honestly, i was frikking nervous coz my batch had to continue till after lunch, but i still managed to grab some sleep during my 3hrs break time... While the others are crashing... =p Tomorrow will start attachment. Friday will be SMILE. Not sure if Sat and Sun get OFF or not. >,> Very nervous about starting OJT. Don't wanna fuck things up and risk getting yelled at and the next minute whole airport knows about it... ........................................................ .::syida::. ...every night before going to sleep, take a few second to count your blessings... Labels: dammit Monday, March 15, 2010 hehehehe... Wheee......... How time flies...... It's already the 2nd week of March... And tomorrow is my assessment... o.O Fail scared, Pass oso scared... -_-! Did i tell you i chopped off my hair..??? *giggles* Nice anot...??? Thats all... Hahah... Im gonna have an early night... BIG day tomolo... Goody Nitey... =) syida new perspective, same attitude... Sunday, March 7, 2010 i like you ^.^ Im so fucking pissed off... But alot less than early this morning. Dy knows why... OMGSHH!!!!!!! Wani said, if Faizal were to do that in front of her, he would have gotten a good smack at the back of the head. So, consider yourself lucky, that i managed to hold out till we were alone to talk things out... Without yelling my heads out... Hehhehe... O.o Apologies, accepted. DON'T U DARE FUCKING DO IT AGAIN!!! i love you. :) coz if i didn't, i can't give a fuck what you do... -------- I can't understand. My instructor said, "Sometimes girls just ask for it, but when happen to them, they cry like they are so fucking innocent." Yup, he did say "fucking"... Actually, this morning while i was still boiling my heads off, i wanted to blog about something, but i forgot already... So fuck it... Tomorrow, work day!!! =) Which means I won't be at home thinking, and hurting my head. -_-" And we are going to airport tomorrow!! Yay!! No freakking long bus journey, at least for tomorrow lah... Hopefully, I will remember what i want to blog about, fast... syidazz Hey, you are still my friend no matter how they see you, talk bout you... You were there for me, I won't forget it kays... Labels: communication problem Saturday, March 6, 2010 Workk... Oooohhhh..... It has been soooooo long since i blogged about work huh..? Hehheh... So lemme start back about my new job. Its O.K. Hahahha... We have to go for 2.5weeks training. So I will be training at Mount Pleasant until 15th this month and 16th is my test at Airport!!! Brrrr... Scared luhh... Can't say much bout the people, cause, Im not so frienndly wiff stangers... Hahahh... Barely know half of them. But, We get along just fine. && I collected my uniform today. Feels wierd having to wear formal uniform with tie and tie-pin!!! Heheh... Yeah, Im adapting pretty well, so don't worry about me ok... Kekekekhhh... And Im going to do my reading now, coz tomorrow test!! Good Night!! syida music is for the soul Labels: im O.K Wednesday, March 3, 2010 CnC and CC Today i got that call I've been waiting for the past weeks... A call from Cycle and Carriage for the Traineeship. But I had to turn them down... *cries* Cause, tomorrow I will be starting with Certis Cisco... I feel so fucked up... Shit!!! One good offer, comes another temptiing one!!! But I've decided to give it a pass. I decided to go on with Cisco, re-take my driving licence, then after my bond, depends on circumstances, I may be applying for a Junior Technician at wherever... Hahaha... But, as we all know it, We just plan, God Determines. One of my previous manager once told me, We don't plan to fail, We just fail to plan. To tell you the truth, I don't know whether any of these shit will work out. But better than sitting on empty mind. Or something like that. Whatever. Now I need to get my "beauty" sleep... Hahhahahh... Good Night Lovelies... syida sometimes your brain lets you hear things you want to hear, just to keep you going with a little hope in your heart. Labels: bleah Tuesday, March 2, 2010 chocolate please...???????? hello... it has been ages since i last blogged... even tho there was loads of time i felt like blogging, but i wanted to keep my blog clean... *one of my new year resolution* hahha... last night i suddenly felt so fucking pissed off i dunno what happen!! i couldnt sleep, i cant sit, i cant do nothing ... nothing feels right... so i kept preety much to myself since... the pissed-off mood is still here, i tell you... so, until some colourful pony comes through my window with a bar of dark chocolates, everyone is advised to stay clear.... hahaha...!!! aniwaee.... i will be starting my new job this Thursday!!!!!!!! can you believe it.... i waited weeks, now, BAM!!!! its in my face... mixed emotions... happy, that i will be actually doing something out there... scared shitless, what if i dont cut it... nervous wreck, will i do a good job..????? i will keep an update if i have the time, or mood about my NEW job Thursday night... syidazz please let it be smooth sail... =] Labels: -_-"
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Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, March 26, 2010 thank you Good evening... How are my loved ones doing? I am doing just fine... Heheh... Right until the second this page loads, I had wanted to rant, grumble, blog my fingers off... Then after the page loads, the 'feeling' is gone... Dammit... -_-!! 老公，我好想你。。。 :'( I wonder if he will ever read the above message... Hahaha... Im gonna have a boring weekend... Nothing much to look forward to after Saturday. Will be pigging out I guess... Hehehe... *the scale is tipping honey* Excited for Monday!! Starting work officially at Changi Airport!! No more course to attend, *i tink*, no more assessments *im praying* and best of all..... able to clock OT and keep my mind occupied... ^.^ Thats all love... I miss cats and dogs... I wonder waht that means... =p syida 什么时候我们可以在一起... I miss you so much... Labels: i love you Sunday, March 21, 2010 Change..? No thanks. Ok.. Here it goes... I got no more laptop... :'( I never had one anyway... Hahaha... I've been using hubby's laptop... But now that he has moved away... I can't use his animore... So now, I'm at Tampines Library, waitng for Kak Siti... And miraculously, I still have $4++ in my account, so i get to ramble my time away... I haven't got used to hubby living away... He still calls me after his work, sms when he got the time... We are now gonna work our way together... Really... One thing you need to survive in this world besides "LOVE" is something more practical like "MONEY" Yes... Now that we live apart, I WILL TRY TO CONCENTRATE MORE ON MY WORK... Opps... Accidentally press CAPS LOCK... And I can't be bothered to backspace and make it look right... Haha... Lazy fingers... I was suppose to be like this from the start, but I stalled for time... I hate change... But now, ALOT have to be different... I will have to look for a different place to stay in 1 months time... Maybe I will look around Bedok... Alone or with my family, I'm honestly not sure... Nothing is certain in this life... You can plan all you want, but if HE decides that it should be the other way round, it will still be the other way... Yes you can try and avoid, at the end you will still have to face those bloody change... >.<> syida Its a beautiful morning... No rain, no dark clouds... Let's not spoil it with our tears... Wednesday, March 17, 2010 work work work I PASSED MY ASSESSMENT..!!! wOOO hOOOO....... hahaha... Honestly, i was frikking nervous coz my batch had to continue till after lunch, but i still managed to grab some sleep during my 3hrs break time... While the others are crashing... =p Tomorrow will start attachment. Friday will be SMILE. Not sure if Sat and Sun get OFF or not. >,> Very nervous about starting OJT. Don't wanna fuck things up and risk getting yelled at and the next minute whole airport knows about it... ........................................................ .::syida::. ...every night before going to sleep, take a few second to count your blessings... Labels: dammit Monday, March 15, 2010 hehehehe... Wheee......... How time flies...... It's already the 2nd week of March... And tomorrow is my assessment... o.O Fail scared, Pass oso scared... -_-! Did i tell you i chopped off my hair..??? *giggles* Nice anot...??? Thats all... Hahah... Im gonna have an early night... BIG day tomolo... Goody Nitey... =) syida new perspective, same attitude... Sunday, March 7, 2010 i like you ^.^ Im so fucking pissed off... But alot less than early this morning. Dy knows why... OMGSHH!!!!!!! Wani said, if Faizal were to do that in front of her, he would have gotten a good smack at the back of the head. So, consider yourself lucky, that i managed to hold out till we were alone to talk things out... Without yelling my heads out... Hehhehe... O.o Apologies, accepted. DON'T U DARE FUCKING DO IT AGAIN!!! i love you. :) coz if i didn't, i can't give a fuck what you do... -------- I can't understand. My instructor said, "Sometimes girls just ask for it, but when happen to them, they cry like they are so fucking innocent." Yup, he did say "fucking"... Actually, this morning while i was still boiling my heads off, i wanted to blog about something, but i forgot already... So fuck it... Tomorrow, work day!!! =) Which means I won't be at home thinking, and hurting my head. -_-" And we are going to airport tomorrow!! Yay!! No freakking long bus journey, at least for tomorrow lah... Hopefully, I will remember what i want to blog about, fast... syidazz Hey, you are still my friend no matter how they see you, talk bout you... You were there for me, I won't forget it kays... Labels: communication problem Saturday, March 6, 2010 Workk... Oooohhhh..... It has been soooooo long since i blogged about work huh..? Hehheh... So lemme start back about my new job. Its O.K. Hahahha... We have to go for 2.5weeks training. So I will be training at Mount Pleasant until 15th this month and 16th is my test at Airport!!! Brrrr... Scared luhh... Can't say much bout the people, cause, Im not so frienndly wiff stangers... Hahahh... Barely know half of them. But, We get along just fine. && I collected my uniform today. Feels wierd having to wear formal uniform with tie and tie-pin!!! Heheh... Yeah, Im adapting pretty well, so don't worry about me ok... Kekekekhhh... And Im going to do my reading now, coz tomorrow test!! Good Night!! syida music is for the soul Labels: im O.K Wednesday, March 3, 2010 CnC and CC Today i got that call I've been waiting for the past weeks... A call from Cycle and Carriage for the Traineeship. But I had to turn them down... *cries* Cause, tomorrow I will be starting with Certis Cisco... I feel so fucked up... Shit!!! One good offer, comes another temptiing one!!! But I've decided to give it a pass. I decided to go on with Cisco, re-take my driving licence, then after my bond, depends on circumstances, I may be applying for a Junior Technician at wherever... Hahaha... But, as we all know it, We just plan, God Determines. One of my previous manager once told me, We don't plan to fail, We just fail to plan. To tell you the truth, I don't know whether any of these shit will work out. But better than sitting on empty mind. Or something like that. Whatever. Now I need to get my "beauty" sleep... Hahhahahh... Good Night Lovelies... syida sometimes your brain lets you hear things you want to hear, just to keep you going with a little hope in your heart. Labels: bleah Tuesday, March 2, 2010 chocolate please...???????? hello... it has been ages since i last blogged... even tho there was loads of time i felt like blogging, but i wanted to keep my blog clean... *one of my new year resolution* hahha... last night i suddenly felt so fucking pissed off i dunno what happen!! i couldnt sleep, i cant sit, i cant do nothing ... nothing feels right... so i kept preety much to myself since... the pissed-off mood is still here, i tell you... so, until some colourful pony comes through my window with a bar of dark chocolates, everyone is advised to stay clear.... hahaha...!!! aniwaee.... i will be starting my new job this Thursday!!!!!!!! can you believe it.... i waited weeks, now, BAM!!!! its in my face... mixed emotions... happy, that i will be actually doing something out there... scared shitless, what if i dont cut it... nervous wreck, will i do a good job..????? i will keep an update if i have the time, or mood about my NEW job Thursday night... syidazz please let it be smooth sail... =] Labels: -_-"
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