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Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, November 24, 2010 stop it to all im sick n tired of people who dont know telling me i dont help. i tried. i tried to help everyone when they needed someone... and at the end of the day , tells everyone im not puting any effort to save this mess... well, let me say once for the record that, i was the only one that never left, i was here for every single crisis while u guys ran away, not just once, so dont u dare say i dont appreciate what i have. i wasnt the one chasing every one out, i tried to bring them back, but at the end of the day, u have to undertsand that its thier own feet that will take them back or take them away. there is only so much i can do. i tried once, twice, thrice... how many more can i take when u guys werent even strong enough to stay put?? and when i needed someone, who was there..? yes, some was there but for a night..? i needed more than that... more than reminders of my own mistake, more than u telling me that u told me so. i knew that.. when i left my room for tha last time in pasir ris i knew i lost everything ive worked for the last 10 years of my life coz my parent thought they made a mistake. but, dont they understand that me and my younger sibling are the ones paying for their mistake.? dont talk abt my 2 elder sisters ok.. they have their own family and is too busy with their own life now, so why does everything suddely falls on my shoulder.?? and if u think i didnt want a mother and a father and a nice peaceful home i can come home to after a days work, u dont know me... not at all at least... so if any of u think you could do a better job than me at cleaning up this mess, please, be my guest... bcoz there is this saying, *easy said than done* ive done enuf, and u've said enuff there is only so much i can give, there is only so much i can take .. i have my own fair share of mistakes just as much as u have... just let me live in my own world where no one can hurt me animore... yours truly syida im tired
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사랑해 한마디를 네가 내게 해주면 난 행복할거야
Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, November 24, 2010 stop it to all im sick n tired of people who dont know telling me i dont help. i tried. i tried to help everyone when they needed someone... and at the end of the day , tells everyone im not puting any effort to save this mess... well, let me say once for the record that, i was the only one that never left, i was here for every single crisis while u guys ran away, not just once, so dont u dare say i dont appreciate what i have. i wasnt the one chasing every one out, i tried to bring them back, but at the end of the day, u have to undertsand that its thier own feet that will take them back or take them away. there is only so much i can do. i tried once, twice, thrice... how many more can i take when u guys werent even strong enough to stay put?? and when i needed someone, who was there..? yes, some was there but for a night..? i needed more than that... more than reminders of my own mistake, more than u telling me that u told me so. i knew that.. when i left my room for tha last time in pasir ris i knew i lost everything ive worked for the last 10 years of my life coz my parent thought they made a mistake. but, dont they understand that me and my younger sibling are the ones paying for their mistake.? dont talk abt my 2 elder sisters ok.. they have their own family and is too busy with their own life now, so why does everything suddely falls on my shoulder.?? and if u think i didnt want a mother and a father and a nice peaceful home i can come home to after a days work, u dont know me... not at all at least... so if any of u think you could do a better job than me at cleaning up this mess, please, be my guest... bcoz there is this saying, *easy said than done* ive done enuf, and u've said enuff there is only so much i can give, there is only so much i can take .. i have my own fair share of mistakes just as much as u have... just let me live in my own world where no one can hurt me animore... yours truly syida im tired
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