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Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, January 4, 2010 Today is a very beautiful day. And I don't trust you. have u ever felt so hopeless, helpless, so hurt at some point in your life, and all you can think of is to just end it all...?? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I have always have these kinds of feeling since forever. And i managed to put it off till today. I know life is a ride. Sometimes you go up, other times you go down. Im good with the ups, its the down that i don't handle well. Some times i feel like the world has set itself against me. Maybe its just me, but, when i feel sooo crappy and annoyed, no matter how hard i try to cheer myself up, it just doesnt work. I have not been in the best of moods since yesterday evening. It really sucks to feel this way. There is no one i trust enough to talk to, coz its human nature to be judgemental and some times im too. So the only way i relieve myself is here. Blogging. Writing in my diary, if it is really too personal for me to share with the world. And reading is my form of escape. I love reading a good, deep book. It makes me stop thinking about the shits in my life for a while. Even at home, Im constantly choking back tears. Until i get in to the safety of my room, close the door lock them, hug my pillow tightly and cry to sleep. Dont ask why im crying coz I dont know why. Its called the mood swings. The funny thing is that as a teenager i seldom cried. Nowadays, i cry every other day. Its really exhausting. Now im going to a place where no one can hurt me. Good day everybody. syida I just hope they will leave me alone, some day. Labels: middle age crisis
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사랑해 한마디를 네가 내게 해주면 난 행복할거야
Profile Syida Starr, 221289 twitter/facebook/blogger if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? wait for me, Pictures cnblue Exits wAnI KeLiTa KeMmIeX aPpLe sYaFiQaH NanA jUsTiNgUiTaR Archives March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 May 2012 September 2012 January 2013 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 September 2013 July 2015 August 2015 September 2015 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Monday, January 4, 2010 Today is a very beautiful day. And I don't trust you. have u ever felt so hopeless, helpless, so hurt at some point in your life, and all you can think of is to just end it all...?? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I have always have these kinds of feeling since forever. And i managed to put it off till today. I know life is a ride. Sometimes you go up, other times you go down. Im good with the ups, its the down that i don't handle well. Some times i feel like the world has set itself against me. Maybe its just me, but, when i feel sooo crappy and annoyed, no matter how hard i try to cheer myself up, it just doesnt work. I have not been in the best of moods since yesterday evening. It really sucks to feel this way. There is no one i trust enough to talk to, coz its human nature to be judgemental and some times im too. So the only way i relieve myself is here. Blogging. Writing in my diary, if it is really too personal for me to share with the world. And reading is my form of escape. I love reading a good, deep book. It makes me stop thinking about the shits in my life for a while. Even at home, Im constantly choking back tears. Until i get in to the safety of my room, close the door lock them, hug my pillow tightly and cry to sleep. Dont ask why im crying coz I dont know why. Its called the mood swings. The funny thing is that as a teenager i seldom cried. Nowadays, i cry every other day. Its really exhausting. Now im going to a place where no one can hurt me. Good day everybody. syida I just hope they will leave me alone, some day. Labels: middle age crisis
파란 눈물에 파란 슬픔에 길들여져